bah

i must be in heat or something...because the crush is looking hotter each time i see him!

the hotness...and then the coldness

i don't know how how much i can stay of the crush's turning the heat up and then for no reason turning it off.
hard.

i mean it was like a week of solid HOT flirting. and then, nothing. back to being casual acquaintances.
i can't do that.

now whenever i see him i'm not thinking very pure thoughts about him.