birthday, schmirthday

ugh.

for whatever reason this birthday is not good. something is making me sad and just generally unhappy.

i know that most people thought that my last birthday was a hard one for me, but honestly turning thirty wasn't bad. but turning thirty-one...not so good.

i'm not sure if it's work stuff, personal stuff, or my life is a complete shambles that is making this birthday not...good.

i just feel miserable and i don't want to take anyone down with me.